Monday, October 11, 2010

One day,you will knock my heart again

I swear
I love you more and more
as my love grows, yours sinks to the floor
and I can't help but try to catch your eye
You're always leaving me behind,
Does he love you?
Does he love you?
Does he love you,more than I am

Well I'll wait until I catch my breath a little
and then I'll try and speak to you, my sweet
Oh, I can't help but wonder what you have been thinking
I see your wheels turning
It's hard just to let go, harder to say so
My baby,
Don't you know I know you, girl
You are to leave
So don't worry about me
Slowly, my eyes will run dry
Happiness fades when I can't see your pretty face
and tired eyes will find no sleep
the thought of you will dissipate
and as years pass by far and wide
I'll search for one pair of eyes that will remind me of all we had
i guess my point is ill be fine
so close your eyes
I see it in your eyes
counting petals on the flowers by the riverside
but does he love you?

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Trouble is only her friend

Trouble is her only friend and he's back again
Makes her body older than it really is
She says it's high time she went away
No one's got much to say in this town
Trouble is the only way is down
Down, down
As strong as you were, tender you go
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet
I know what it means and I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home.
If she had wings she would fly away
And another day God will give her some
Trouble is the only way is down
Down, down
As strong as you were, tender you go
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet
I know what it means and I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Sometimes...

 I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then the circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good

Leaving

If I could start all over with you again,
Id change the way the story ends.
Id try my best to help you along,
If ever theres anything wrong,
But I know you gotta be moving on.
Baby its gonna be fine if you have to go
And I always wish you well you know,
Its time for you to do everything,
you always wanted to do.
So, Ill see you when you make it through
I couldnt do anything right;
I couldnt do anything right,
I was so far away and you shut me outside.
God I wish I was sleeping with you tonight,
We could listen to the rain outside,
Id tell you a story, sing you a song, promise you nothing is wrong,
But I know you gotta be moving on.
I couldnt do anything right;
I couldnt do anything right,
I was so far away and you shut me outside.
Its time for you to do everything,
you always wanted to do.
So, Ill see you when you make it through
Yeah, Ill see you when you make it through

My loved

Baby you've got the sort of hands to rip me apart
And baby you've got the sort of face to start this old heart
But your eyes are warning me this early morning
That my love's too big for you my love

Baby you've got the sort of laugh that waters me
And makes me grow tall and strong and proud and flattens me
I find you stunning, but you are running me down
My love's too big for you my love
My love's too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Baby you've got the sort of eyes that tell me tales
That your sort of mouth just will not say, the truth impales
That you don't need me, but you won't leave me
My love's too big for you my love
My love's too big for you my love

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Tell me what to do to take away the you?

And if I was stronger then I would tell you no.
And if I was stronger then I will leave this show
And if I was stronger then I would up and go
But here I am and here we go again

Saturday, September 25, 2010

D.I.A

Kehadiranku selama ini adalah palsu.Penjiwaan yang aku luahkan kepadanya adalah dulu.Aku tersepit didalam sebuah bilik sempit yang penuh dengan kotoran.Adakah aku mampu untuk mencuci bilik yang kotor tersebut?Aku percaya pada cinta.Tetapi masa tidak memberi aku peluang untuk meluahkan isi hatiku.Aku seperti ibubapa yang melihat anaknya belajar berjalan.Pada mula belajar berjalan,kalau terjatuh ibubapa akan angkat dan pujuk.Dan memimpin tangan anaknya dan mengajarnya cara berjalan dengan kasih sayang.Tetapi apabila sudah lama,terjatuh pun ibubapa akan suruh kita berdiri sendiri.Aku rindu melihat mata,rambut dan belaian tangan.Aku tidak dapat merasai lagi semua itu.Sejauh mana aku kejar tidak akan aku kecapi.Cinta mengajar aku erti sayang.Cinta mengajar aku erti setia.Cinta juga mengajar aku erti kesedihan.Kehilangan memberi kesedaran kepadaku tentang siapa aku disisi tuhan.Aku hanyalah seorang insan yang kecil.Dan aku berasa sedih.Walaupun dulu aku mengabaikan tuhan,tuhan menerima hambanya yang mahu kembali ke jalan yang benar.Aku takut dengan azab neraka.Aku tak tahu adakah dosa silamku akan terampun jika aku berubah.Hidupku keliru.Pengakhiran ceritaku berakhir dengan kesedihan dan ia juga permulaan dengan hidup baru.Adakah ini balasan yang aku terima kerana aku membuat benda yang sama dulu dengan yang aku kena sekarang?Aku percaya Allah itu maha adil,aku mendoakan kesejahteraan orang lain dan kebahgiaan orang lain.

Time undiscovered

Bulan dan bintang adalah pasangan malam yang dijadikan untuk menyinari hidup manusia.Walau seerat mana bulan dan bintang itu,bintang tetap akan kalah dengan sang suria pada siang hari.Ini kerana bintang berada jauh sekali dan cahayanya tidak kuat berbanding sang suria.Ini kerana Sang suria berada dekat dengan bulan.Walaupun cahaya bintang sangat kecil menemani bulan tetapi hakikatnya cahaya bintang sangat cerah dari cahaya suria dan cahayanya mampu menutupi kehadiran sang  suria.Sang suria memancarkan cahaya untuk manusia di siang hari bagi memberi bulan berehat disampingnya.Walaupun bintang adalah pasangan yang setia bagi bulan tetapi bintang akan diketepikan apabila sang suria sudah terjaga.Walaubagaimanapun bintang sanggup bersama menemani bulan di waktu malam.Ketiadaan bintang akan membuatkan malam itu terasa sunyi.Kehadiran bulan keseorangan membuatkan malam tersebut dingin sekali.Ini kerana bintang dilindungi oleh kehadiran awan-awan hitam.Namun bintang masih setia menemani bulan.